Dear Levins

Dear Levins,

One day you are going to read this letter.

First and foremost Mama and I love you with all of our hearts. We prayed and prayed for you. God answers our prayers and blessed us with you. You have taught me so much in your almost 5 months here with us. Do know that you are made in the image of God and that is unbelievable to even think about?

You have been through more in your short time than most people do in a lifetime. Your determination, fight and smile have taught me so much. You could not swallow or really even breathe on your own when you were first born. That didn't even stop you. I can't ever quit on anything in life after watching you fight on a daily basis. Saying I have learned a lot from you would be an understatement. You have shown me the true meaning of life and how I should be living. I look at your surgical scars and cry. I cry for the pain you have been in and that I was not able to take it away. You caught me crying the other night when I was holding you. You smiled and let me know you were going to be ok. I hope one day I will be able to have the same strength that you have. You must have gotten that from Mama.

The day I am scared of the most is when someone is mean to you for being perfect. Do know that people do not understand what they say? You are perfect in every way. If anyone ever tells you any different they are lying.  You came into a world that is not fair but a world that needs strength like yours. I will be there that day to pick you up. Maybe not physically, but know that I will always be there. Always remember how beautiful you are. Know that you are perfect in every way. Pray for the children that are mean. That is the right thing to do.

I have always considered myself a generally positive person. I have tried to look at life as a glass half full. You have shown me that even one ounce of water is a full glass. You are incredible. I am honored to call you my daughter.

You will be able to do whatever you want. You have shown me that there is not a thing you will not be able to do. One extra chromosome will never hinder you. Honestly, it has made you someone I inspire to be like. You will ride your bike. I know you will fall and Mama will get upset. I promise Rett will be there pushing you and making sure your don't give up. You will one day not live at our home everyday. That day will be tough. Tough for Mama and me. As far as I am concerned you will always sleep next to our bed. I know one day I will have to let go and let you spread your wings. I hope God gives me your strength the day that happens.

Rett will be with you longer than any of us. Do know that she loves you with all of her heart? She asked Mama and Daddy for you. She has always wanted a sister. You are her best friend. I can not wait to watch y'alls relationship grow. One day when I am not around (hopefully 100 years from now,  ha!) let her know how proud of her I am. I know she will become a strong woman. She only knows one way. You both one day will have families of your own. I know that your bond will stay strong and you will watch over one another. Smile and I know she will too.

Levins, thank you for teaching me the true meaning of life. Through all of your hard times you have never quit. You have always fought your way back through every challenge that has been thrown your way. Keep it up! The world is watching you. I love you.

Love,

Daddy