Cullie is one of 4 children in her family. I am one of 2. Since we have been dating we always talked about having 3 or 4 children (I know we are crazy). After Rett was a little over 1 we decided it was time to start "trying" for another child.
So here we go again. The constant thoughts in the back of our head of what happened before Rett are always there. We have several months of let down and 500 pregnancy tests that show up negative. We get a little discouraged but we know we can get pregnant because we have Rett.
One day I am at work and I get a text message from Cullie. This is normal to get text from her through out the day. We talk all the time. She says, "I took a test." Let me say women and men are complete opposite. It takes 20 minutes to have one text conversation that could have taken 30 seconds with a text saying its "POSITIVE." But we eventually got to that text.
We are both beyond excited. Since the past history we have we call the Doctors office immediately. It is always good to make sure the baby is in the right spot since we only have 1 tube. We set up a doctors appointment. We have the night to be super excited but also nervous. You never know what tomorrow brings.
I am not going to get into too much detail but we ended up losing the pregnancy the next day. This happened the next month as well. It is really hard being the husband in this situation. We are always searching for why did this happen and how can we fix it. We ended up getting tests done to give us the peace of mind that nothing was wrong. I strongly recommend talking to your doctor about the test to make sure everything is ok. Life is too short to be stressed all the time. The test came back good, so we were all set to keep trying.
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